lardeedum.
hur hur.
better photo. er. i guess. hahhahahaha.
lardeedum.
because of darling mr lin. and his very early bday gift. i present to u.
dog dog
the class sakae outing.
chendaiyu.xiaohong.zhinenger.
hahahahaahahahhaa.
totally.
dun.kill.me.
graduation day.
im turning white. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
anyways.
i got lazy afetr that and stopped transferring pics.
but last but not least.
mr lin.
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
vonny dun laugh.
miao-ey, ahmah. dun laugh.
only i can laugh.
HOHO.
eh but still. mr lin is the nicest bf in the world coz he got me a bluetooth. darn im so easily hong-ed. hahahahaha. still~~~~~ :) and hello mr lin coz i know u will read this. haha.
sulky.
do what u love, fuck everything else.
ok. mayb not for now.
grumbles.
o wells. its getting nearer. n im getting more n more freaked out. hai.
aussie schs seem so darn attractive.
makes me feel like sayin ah heck care the moolah n off i go to aussie.
but ya. too daring for me.
grumbles again.
so i guess i juz havta stick to the boring ole system im in. n hopefully b able to continue with the system for round wad 3 more yrs?
sulks.
off to gorge on sinful biscuits with peanut butter.
grumbles.
i
hate
lingering
headaches
and
instant
noodles
for
lunch
PLUS.
im jealous
coz ahmah is enjoyinh herself at sum huge mall n watching a movie
NOW.
rah.
rah.
rah.
rahhhhhhhhh.
hope the gp lecture later is good. n not too taxing on my brain. since im kinda feeling the LINGERING headache every now n then.
argh.
kill me please.
Naaley
你能体谅我有雨天
偶尔胆怯你都了解
过去那些大雨落下的瞬间
我突然发现
谁能体谅
我的雨天
此刻脚步会慢一些
如此坚决
你却越来越远
tan henyuan sent me a nice song.
which reminded me of how i buy cds with like a SINGLE nice song. ONE. JUST ONE.
kill me pls.
rach's line across my wrist is still visible if it can b of any help to anyone who wld like ta do me the favour of a quick swift painless death.
stream of consciousness.
and it juz flows n flows n flows. n randomises n floods n breaks out like a broken damn. hur hur. sia la. metaphor. hur hur hur. anyways. thats the serphy laughter. that im so addicted to. no. im not addicted to HER laughter. im addicted to imitating her laughter.
hur hur hur. hello. miss serphy ducky. i haven been seeing u in sch alot.
i need new slippers so i can send the old one for washing.
i need a new leather bag so my nice sch one wont break n die out on me.
i need a new set of brains that has more memry space so that i can handle the A's.
i need a walking atm so that i can watch all the movies i want.
this is why the problem of scarcity can neva b solved.
hur hur hur.
we hav too much wants.
ppc.
yippee.
too much ao math leaves me brain dead.
too much gu wen leaves me cranky.
too much econs leaves me panicky.
too much lit leaves me incoherent.
yippee.
nydc.
whines.
ikea meatballs.
whines again.
ooo. and thanks miss vonny. for the cute minnie pen. hur hur hur.
theres this pc quote. ah heck. i cant find my paper.
'And anyway, I don't love you.'
'But you will, when you come to know me'
sulk.
im so not going to write long essays anymore.
every long essay i did, i scored horribly. ok not horribly. HORRENDOUSLY DISGUSTINGLY BAD.
and. all the essays i wrote in complete fluster panic i got outrageously good scores.
eg: cha guan n my unfinished prose pc.
gp. juz kill me.
as in. i kinda liked gp ALOT. and stuff like this juz makes me wanna cry give up n die.
like. argh! when u come from a family where ur dad speaks ONLY english. ur brother is sum literary genius and ur dad sits u down to ladybird books when u were young. u r kinda expected to do particularly well for english. considering the family is soooo ang moh pai. hai. n guess wad. i din do well. NOT AT ALL. wads up with my languages man. its juz declining n declining n juz slip fall die shit.
jzebel
beh
22111988
grumbles
whines
sulks
______
my baby =)